This is in no way directed to anyone, meerly my thoughts at the present time.

Learning to love takes time. Each day there are new discoveries. Loving deeply and fully may start out as a flash or like a bolt out of the blue , to borrow from the late great Walt Disney. To love completely takes time and investment in the daily life between you and your partner. One should NEVER throw that away for a brief roll in the hay.

there is only a moment and what a person might think was the begginings of love turn into pure unadultrated hate. A hatred so black it can steal what was left of your soul. That is when you wish you could hurt and punish. Then your reasoning brain takes over and you begin to realize, it isn't wort your time or energy. You go into the bathroom and take a long hot shower and wash. You let the memories run down the drain.

And that is my rant and rave for this month.